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Whee.

why did i think i could do nanowrimo this year? oh god oh god there's no way.

ffff

also, i handed out candy to trick or treaters tonight because our street was so lame and like half the houses didn't turn their lights on. so i bought some candy last minute and sat outside in the bitter cold to hand some out to the few kids that came lol.

sleep time then work then maybe writing or maybe feeling like shit and not doing that.

heyo

weird schedules at work killing me.

can't stay up. can't sleep in.  so crazy.

we're already preparing for holidays and i . hate. it.

bleh.

on another note. Brothers & Sisters was sexyyy tonight.  I was scared that Kevin and Scotty were going to break up because they can't have too many couples happy at once on that show. But they made up, so it's okay.

Am I still the only one watching this show???

I'm barely a sophomore right now.  Why am I fantasizing so much about grad school?

I don't even know if I want to keep going after I get the degrees I'm pursuing right now, but I'm already thinking, which school do I want to try and go to?  

idk, I think the idea of going to school, focusing on academic endeavors, NOT having a full time job, and just learning sounds so nice.  Almost romantic even. 

But really, me, a psychologist?  Can you imagine?

Which is more ridiculous?  Me being a grad student or the idea that in a few more years, I could be. . . not living in this town?  Man, I'm a sophomore. 


Anyway, this was on my mind today.  I'm feeling a tad restless.

Did anyone ever find out why Andy Samberg wasn't on SNL this week?  I can't find any news that explains where he was or anything, and I have a tendency to worry.  :(

Okay, I haven't posted thoughts on the rest of the season, but I wanted to comment on a few things.

( LOL SPOILERS AND SHIZ )

Sister: Do they have matching tattoos?  Yes, matching tramp stamps.
Me: Ew, omg. That's gross.
Sister: I mean, we're getting matching tattoos but not tramp stamps. . .
Me: And we're not completely identical, wear the same clothes, sleep in the same bed, and share the same old guy.
Sister: . . . Well, that'd be rad if we did.
Me: That'd be freaking awesome if we did, but we don't.

Aah, so excited for Where the Wild Things are.  I actually asked for the 16th off work so I can go see it at midnight for SURE.  Nothing will stop me.

Coworkers want me to go with them to see it.  I told them that I was definitely going to go see it at midnight and would meet up with them if they went, but if they ended up going the next day, I might go with them a second time.  BUT IF THIS MOVIE TURNS ME INTO A SOBBING WRECK, I DON'T WANT MY COWORKERS TO SEE ME THAT WAY.

Been listening to the soundtrack nonstop too. 

Even though my mother and I frequently bond over television, we have one difference that has put considerable strain on our relationship lately.

She is a Letterman fan. I am a Conan fan. What are we supposed to do, just get along? It's impossible. We're entirely different people.

And I'm not even kidding, we're downright mean about this. Our fights vary between Letterman beating Conan in ratings to Conan not being a womanizing douchebag like Letterman and so on.

I'd like to say this is the weirdest or most dysfunctional part of our relationship, but sadly, I'm sure it isn't.

I wanted to look for some Conan dvds from when he was on Late Night or something because I never watched him back then and she was acting like it would be a tragic mistake for me to do so. She told me to check the library first, even though that probably means I'll be racking up late fees anyway.

My mother and I are watching The Amazing Race. We sometimes kind of skip most of reality shows, but then randomly watch a couple episodes for no reason and try to figure out what's going on.

She kept saying, "Are these guys gay farmers? Are there gay farmers? I think they're gay farmers." Then we find out two minutes later that they're father and son and we're both like "eew." But there's another team that's two gay brothers, so our interest was piqued again.

Also, related to gays~ One of my coworkers and I were discussing politics and social issues and whatnot, and he used the term "straights" to describe heterosexuals. I guess it makes sense to say that because people say "gays" all the time, but I don't think I've ever heard it before. And it was weird for me to hear him say it because he's a chubby geek that loves bowling and football and he told me that he wanted a president to just make gay marriage nationally legal and shove it in all the religious nutjobs faces and I was like 8D LOVE.

I promised myself I would type up my thoughts on Glee this week.

So here.

( Glee 1x04 )

Shit, I've been having weird dreams lately. 

Last night I had a dream that I had a bunch of wolf-dogs and dachshunds but they were all super aggressive and out of control.  So I had to keep finding places in the house (which was definitely not my house but more of a combination of people's homes I know) where I could keep them or store fragile things that they would break.  Seemed like as soon as I found a place where they could be controlled, they'd bust out again and be off breaking or attacking something.  So I ended up talking to someone who I thought could help me, but while we're having a conversation about dachshunds or something, I kept gagging and having to pull a snake or worm out of my mouth before continuing the conversation.  (Ugh, snake dreams are so obviously Freudian.)

This is after I've been haunted by a dream I had a few nights ago.  I dreamed that one of my coworkers, a fat obnoxious jackass, proposed to me just completely randomly, when we haven't dated at all.  I was disgusted by the idea of spending the rest of my life with him, but I accepted his proposal because I was afraid that no one else would ever love me.  Like, this was seriously my concern the entire dream.  He was off being fat and obnoxious and I was dealing with horrible in laws and trying to keep this cheap engagement ring on my finger that just didn't fit.  And I just kept explaining to everyone in my life as they were so confused that he was probably the only person that would ever be attracted to me so I had to marry him.

So crazy. 

TONIGHT I SET THE DVR TO RECORD HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER AND THE BIG BANG THEORY BECAUSE I HAD TO WORK.

BUT THEN MY MOTHER SET IT TO RECORD HOUSE FOR SOME RIDICULOUS REASON AND MY SISTER DIDN'T WANT TO WATCH THOSE WHILE IT WAS RECORDING, SO SHE JUST ERASED THE BIG BANG THEORY. 

I AM IRATE. TELEVISION IS MY WHOLE LIFE RIGHT NOW.

plus CBS hates Hulu.  Where can I watch this online?

(at least How I Met Your Mother was good.)

Also, conversation tonight between my mother, my sister, and I.
Sister: *looking at angel cards* She's gardening.
Me: Angels can garden?
Mother: Angels can do anything~
Me: Can they have anal sex?
Mother: IF THEY WANT TO.

I hate when people around me are sick.  Because I haven't been sick in so long that I don't even understand it anymore.  My sister is like coughing and losing her voice and crap and I'm like, "OMG SHUT UP."

Also, I think it's funny that Snoop Dogg rapped "bitch please" and I seriously thought that was what we women and gays used.  Gosh.

I have mental problems.

I think I'd better take a shower and wash the stank off me.

I love my town.  Went out tonight and was reminded how great people are.  Fuck anyone who can't appreciate this place. 

I feel like I complain a lot about idiots irl that are psychotic wingnuts, but honestly, when I'm around good people it's so easy to just forget about all of them and let it all kind of wash away.  It's so easy to feel alone when your coworkers are complaining about Obama or coming up to you and telling you racist jokes, but when you're out with good people and you meet up with more good people because you're in a place with good people, it's kind of a reminder that there are more good people out there if you just know where to look.

So fuck anyone who update their facebook status with how much they hate the town that raised them and how bored they are.  They're the problem, not this place.

On like the first day of one of my classes, we all had to introduce each other and say why we took the course and this one girl said she writes book reviews online and wanted to be better at interpreting literature. And the professor asks her where she blogs and she was like, "oh blah blah blah and LIVEJOURNAL."

And of course I perked up but kept it cool. But the more I thought about it the less I ever wanted to mention that we had something in common because this is a huge site and she could easily be on one of the freaky communities on here or be a total weirdo writing underage furry porn or something. I don't know. We have a lot of weirdos.

Taken from beggar_always 

1. Pick 10 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb, and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. No Googling/using IMDb search functions.

1. I'll bring us through this. As always. I'll carry you - kicking and screaming - and in the end you'll thank me. Fight Club - 

insertpunhere 

 

2. And doctor, again with the greatest possible respect, zip your howling screamer. Treasure Planet - 

blazingfields 

 

3. No one gets left behind! No one gets left behind! Outstanding soldier! Little Miss Sunshine - 

zeitgeist_10 

 

4. Yeah, that... and my pants are filled with starfish.

5. Was that the first time someone sang the National Anthem into your ass?

6. Once you've met someone you never really forget them. It just takes a while for your memories to return.

7. If I believed in fate, I wouldn't be playing with loaded dice. The Road to El Dorado - blazingfields 

8. I don't remember a time when I didn't want to be a police officer... apart from the summer of 1979 when I wanted to be Kermit the Frog. Hot Fuzz - 

beggar_always 

 

9. Yeah, I bet she's pretty cute once you clean all the shit off her. Dazed and Confused - 

insertpunhere 

 

10. Oh, it's not the first time I was tossed out of a window, and it won't be the last. What can I say? I'm a rebel. The Emperor's New Groove - 

blazingfields 

 

You can learn a lot about someone by the music they listen to. So here is the game! Hit shuffle on your ipod or mp3 player and write down the first 25 songs. No cheating or skipping songs that are shameful. That is the fun!

1. "These Exiled Years" - Flogging Molly
2. "Midnight Train to Georgia" - Gladys Knight & The Pips
3. "Don't Do It" - Young Jeezy
4. "Ooh" - Rivers Cuomo
5. "The Purification of Water" - Rivers Cuomo
6. "Disco Club" - Black Eyed Peas
7. "If I Ever Leave This World Alive" - Flogging Molly ( THIS IS ACTUALLY ONE OF MY FAVE SONGS )
8. "The Show Must Go On" - Queen
9. "Auf Achse" - Franz Ferdinand
10. "Iran So Far" - The Lonely Island ( I AM SO GLAD THIS ONE CAME UP )
11.  "Tits On The Radio" - Scissor Sisters
12. "Come Around" - M.I.A. feat. Timbaland
13. "See The World" - Gomez
14. "My Day Is Coming" - Rivers Cuomo ( WHAT THE FUCK RIVERS GET OUT OF MY MEME NOBODY EVEN CARES ABOUT YOU ANYMORE GODDAMN )
15. "Blessed By A Nightmare" - Autopilot Off
16. "Better" - Antigone Rising
17. "Skinny Love" - Bon Iver
18. "Calvary Scars" - Deerhunter ( OH GOOD NOW MY INDIE CRED IS SHOWING UP )
19. "How Do You?" - Radiohead
20. "Duet" - Rachael Yamagata
21. "80s Radio" - Rivers Cuomo ( FUCK )
22. "Sweet Is The Night" - ELO
23. "Everybody Dance" - The Lonely Island
24. "Fear City" - Elliott Smith
25. "Buddy Holly" - Weezer


WOW, I THINK MY MUSIC MAKES ME SEEM LIKE KIND OF A WEIRDO. SORRY.

NOW I'M GONNA SWITCH BACK TO DEERHUNTER 'CAUSE I'M IN THE MOOD.

I'm making my sister watch Psych with me. But she just fell asleep. Boo.

Can't win 'em all.